I'v Grown Up To Be STRONG !

There may be something or someone in your life that you don't quite understand, FINAZ , but today you may grasp what the purpose is of this person or thing. Sometimes we put ourselves in situations in which we accept a challenge that helps us grow in some way. This may be the situation that come to understand today. It may mean that this life lesson has been learned, or that I learn to use what I can't eliminate. Don't try to get rid of anything that's not pleasing.

This is not a time to push yourself too hard FINAZ, or to push a relationship one way or another. Stay away from activities are conversation that require intense energy, and simply focus on the cooperation and harmony that is in front of you. You may feel like socializing and being friendly FINAZ, and this will extend those feelings of relaxation that you are experiencing.

"dear god,the only thing i ask of you. 
Is to hold her when im not around and i much too far away :) "


THANKS FOR DIZ sayang..

SPIRIT OF MYSELF !

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

friends that always in my heart

 

 

  

The only pies dat

know who i'm

LYA

for me,she's like an angel

now,she had change her style

no more sexy,no more free hair

she's got HIDAYAH first from ALLAH S.W.T

to cover up everything

me?still the same :'(

can I still wif her?

may GOD bless me..

MIMIE

fr me,she's like my doll

always made me laugh

always smile even in her head was full of problem

I like her style of life

strong n nver crying

Can i be like her? :'(

 IELA

fr me,she's like a princess

always stand and cry for me

even in middle of a nite

in a cold morning

evrywhere

she's can stand by herself

im very proud of her

me?still cant stand by myself

will her stand fr me forever?

even who im? :'(

SYAFINAZ

me?

for me,im still who im

cant forgive myself

just stand n cry

always make myself down

always stay in a bathroom n drown 

always sing until all my sadness fly

always be like who im

i mish myself

i mish my family

i mish my dad

i mish my mom

i mish my friends

i mish all my life

i mish all,everything

n almost my smile :'(

Please Hold me up !

Im as a sought of a source n a shoulder to lean on

Im also want something like dat from others

Give me huge smile n make it memory for me

Imy all things bout friends,family n totally u

Diz time is for change

I'v to pretend even its so hard

But yes ! I'v to

STRESSSS !

TIME TO CHANGE (:

A time dat has to change is depends on the way u treat urself

and it maybe hurting u

but u need to

to against the way u will be

and it'll happen to me

dat calling PNAZ !

This is a time at which you're going to need to step back and gain a wider perspective in order to find out what you need to do, PNAZ. Chances are that you're trying to handle several problems at once, and this one gets better, the other gets worse. You need to find out what they have in common, and how they work together. The only way you're going to find this common pattern is by seeing the big picture without losing the small details.

zaman kegemilangan (:

story bout my 3little pies (:

JULIA SHARIZA @ LYA

 

A person who might funny,n sometime goin on crazy.But she's so special fr us n myb fr all.Even we'r socialist,but she's so intelligent.And myb genius.She studied in Dip in accountancy at UiTM Shah Alam.Fr me,she's a good listener n bad teacher.haha :D She alwz teach me d wrong thing.(hanye kami je twu) And bile dye mkn,de cre trsndri ! But i alwz follow her advices.Even sometime it's doesnt make sense,but fr me its good ! btw,she's a good supporter n listener (: dats her, LYA !

AZILA @ IELA

 

 A girl dat totally 'gegar'.And she's quite noty (: Studied in Dip in multimedia at Kolej Komuniti Segamat.Fyi,all bf dat she got,fr me.A quite howt :D but she's a bit choosy.And she's the one who alwz keep calling me when im crying. And she's also the one who alwz said dat "sape wat kau nanes ni !ni yg wat aku na mgamok (ayt poyo) haha :D" And d besh thing in her is,she loves to dance and she's strong in facing all things dat happened to her.ILOVE DAT ! N she's a person dat understanding n will support evry part dat I take. And alwz get me up ! Btw,she's love to laugh loudly. Even in crowded places :D dats all bout her IELA !

SITI UMAIRAH @ MIMIE

 

 A doll dat u all can cll her 'timbul'.Funny,blur n sopan sgt! And studied in Dip in banking at Politechnic Ipoh,Perak. Small o erti kate len,PENDEK ! haha :D nver seen she's crying cause fr her,her life is full of happiness. And im proud of her in 1 thing. NO BOYS IN HER LIFE ! yesh mimie ! Even sometime she's blur (and slalu di buli oleh lya n iela) but bile dye da bwk kete. FUHHHHHHHH! mmg sgt lju. And she's ordinary but fr me she's unique. Her spirit is tough. And she nver fallin down !All in her,i keep as my support. She's d one who can make me laugh in crying.Not for her joke. But for her behave. Dat's her MIMIE !

ME !

 Someone dat love her 3 little pies frevr n ever ! Dats me PNAZ ! studied in Dip in Tourism Management at UiTM Alor Gajah.Wanna take a look some pic frm us. Lets see :

 

All of dat pic de yg mse zaman kegemilangan n NOW ! but now is more better cause we still who we're. FRIENDS FOREVER : mimielalyapnaz <33

GET IN YOU !

I do love you as I do before

And u mke me feel down yesterday

And you make me proud last week

And u make me cry last month

And u make me smile half of the year

And u still like u

Whtever it is

I keep ur word DADDY !

'slgi I ta mti,u still mine'

How much do u love me?

Is dat more than me?

No daddy !

Im the winner (:

U cant challenge me

hahahahahaha :D

Ok2.Let me tell u evrything

U'r my prince in my sleepless nite

U'r my TRANSFORMER dat can change anytime dat I wan

And u'r my enemy coz alwz make me hurt

And u'r my joker dat alwz make me laugh

And u'r my lover dat alwz in my heart

WOW! so sweeeeeeeeetttttt (:

I hve a choice fr u

U choose fr me

A. U wan me to be yr princess?

B. U wan me to be ur doll?

C. U wan me to be ur singer?

D. U wan me to be ur kisser?

E. U wan me to be all dat u wan?

Jst choose 1 hubby (:

Dun regret it later. hehe :D

I LOVE U TONGGEK !

YOU ARE MY CURE FOR JUST BOUT EVERYTHING :')

I'll make it as me ):

u knw wht happened to me?

im feel like I was d one dat fall in a hills dat far frm town

and myb I hve to say dat I kill myself ):

OOO GOD !

I wanna smile like others

I wan tell evryone dat evry step dat I take bfr was my mistake

And d most is,I KNW U!

Im regret of myself

why should me?

And why it happened to me?

I feel like a fool dat fly far frm my home

And shooted by someone dat nver love me as I do

I get it

Myb ALLAH S.W.T jst wan to test me

either im strong o not

my bff said dat

"if u love someone,let them free.And u'll get more better than bfr"

yes.Im like rubbish dat people can kick me

Can touch me n leave it back

Can u make me smile?

I LOVE MY SMILE ):

Im really wan to do dat

Im pretend dat Im good

but inside me,swear to GOD

if I can turn back diz world,I nver wan to knw u

ask myself,r u brave?

to think dat all things is fr u?

NOPE! I hve not ready to answer dat

evry mownink,I get drown n my roomate will check me in bathroom

EVERY MOWNINK !

And then she had saw Im crying

And then EVERY MOWNINK she'll ask

"pnaz,go to pray.Pray to GOD.ask HIM to help u"

and then,I'll cry again wif d cold towel

Is dat good fr u?

NO ! u nver knw dat !

jst I wanna say dat im truly hate u now

If im texting u

dats mean,Im still remember u

But if we went back together,I think I cant be like bfr

cause in my heart,Im still bleeding 

jst a story bout smone dat truly fool

And dat is ME !

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