surat untuk ayah

Ayah,kalau ayah tahu hati adik sekarang,ayah mesti berdiri sebelah adik kan? Ayah mesti menangis dengan adik kan? Ayah,orang senang senang je luka kan hati adik sebab diorang tahu hati adik sangat tulus bila bersama dengan orang yang adik sayang. Tapi kenapa orang lain tak boleh sayang adik sama macam adik sayang diorang? Ayah,kadang-kadang adik terfikir, adik nak bersama ayah dekat sana. Tapi adik tak cukup ibadat lagi untuk terus berada di sisi NYA. Ayah,kembalikanlah semangat adik ya? Adik tahu ayah mendengar semua tangisan adik.


" YA ALLAH,SESUNGGUHNYA KAU SELALU MENDENGAR DOA HAMBA-HAMBAMU INI YA ALLAH. SESUNGGUHNYA HANYA PADAMU SAHAJA AKU MELETAKKAN SEGALA HARAPAN DAN IMPIAN AKU UNTUK TERUSKAN HIDUP YA ALLAH. YA ALLAH,TOLONG RINGANKAN BEBAN AKU SELAMA 20TAHUN AKU BERADA DI BUMI MU INI YA ALLAH. AKU MEMOHON KEAMPUNAN AGAR KAU DAPAT MERINGANKAN SEGALA BEBAN AKU SELAMA INI YA ALLAH. YA ALLAH, TUNJUKKAN LAH AKU JALAN YANG BENAR. TUNJUKKAN AKU JALAN UNTUK AKU MENGEJAR BAHAGIA. YA AR-RAHMAN AR-RAHIM, RINGANKANLAH SEGALA BEBAN AKU YA ALLAH "

Berilah aku kekuatan sebagai seorang anak yatim

YA ALLAH ! Aku sentiasa bersyukur atas segala dugaan yang engkau berikan.Tapi boleh aku memohon sesuatu? Ringankan sedikit dugaan yang di beri olehMU YA ALLAH. Sesungguhnye KAU lebih memahami YA ALLAH. YA ALLAH, ringankan seksaan arwah ayah aku, ringankanlah beban ibuku, berilah aku peluang untuk berjaya dgn cemerlang YA ALLAH. Supaya satu hari nanti aku dapat membalas segala jasa ibuku YA ALLAH. YA ALLAH, dekatkanlah diriku dengan imanMU YA ALLAH. Supaya aku ta tersasar dari jalanMU yang mulia ini. Supaya aku tidak lupa akan indahnya agama ini. YA ALLAH, berilah hambaMU ini kekuatan untuk menghadapi segala-galanya dengan jalan yang di redhaiMU YA ALLAH. Sesungguhnya aku berserah dan bertawakal kepada MU ILAHI. Amin.

TRY TO BE PERFECT

Sometime whatever that we'd,it'll be forever. Sometimes it's not.I miss the moment that u left it to me.When im sad,u always try to make me happy even only smile that u got from me.Even though u already try so hard to make me laugh.I know that the mistakes that I'd choose will make u feel irritated.But all i'd done is for u.Yeah.Only this thing can make u feel free from me.I know that u feel like im fuckin liar.No! I'm not just kind of that person.Please forgive me.Forgive whatever things that i'd make would feel u like damn. I'm sorry for those things my MR.PERFECT :'(

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY syg ^-^

 

Best wishes for u ddy :

* May GOD bless u

* Wish all in good

* Give light for ur life

* Get better life

* Wish we always be together 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYG *_*

HAPPY FATHERS DAY AYAH :'(

"Dear ayah,HAPPY FATHERS DAY ayah. I'm hope that you'll be happy up there. You're the best father that I ever had. I'm promise that I'll be what you want. Even you can't see me success but I know that you watching me up there. I'm promise that I'll be a good daughter for you and mum. Everyday I prayed for you to be placed with the good one. Hope that ALLAH S.W.T heard what I'm prayed for you ayah. I missed you so much. I'll never forget you till my last breathe. I want to meet you up there when I reach my time ye ayah? Thanks for be my father even for only 12years. I know before you went up there for GOD. A lot of sacrifice you'd did for mak,akak,abg and me (adik). I missed you ayah. Really miss you. Everyday before I went to class. I must kiss your picture in my locker. I want to help mum to live with happier family even without you. Sometimes I feel very jealous when watch everyone kiss their father. But I know I'm still have you in my heart. Doa anak yg solehah membantu ayah untuk ke syurgakan? I'll ayah. Ayah,abg da graduated taw. Thanks for take care of us before. Thanks again cause you had choose a good wife. She's my mum. My friend. My love and many more. Same goes to you kan ayah? Thanks for watching me everyday. I LOVE YOU AYAH. AL-FATIHAH :'( "

WISH YOU WIL BE HERE

"Dear you,I hope that this can be one of your best moment with me. The most thing I love that when you greet me every morning :) It seems it'll be over from now. Swear to GOD that I'll love you as I do before. 'ONCE I SAID I LOVE YOU,IT'LL BE FOREVER' .Thanks for everything. Even how hurt I'm. I'm still here to hear every good news from you. I wish that you'll be the last for me. May GOD bless you. I wish for your luck :) So many things you'd done for me. Everyday every night. You tried your best to be good for me. I'm sorry cause I'm still crying :'( It doesn't mean that you're not meant for me. But I put my soul for you to guide me ever after. Now I'm realize that I've to be an independent person that can control my emotion. You're good in many things. You're strong enough to stand by yourself. You're great ! I'm proud be for you :) I wish you'll never forget everything that I'd said. Take my words with you. Cause you'll need it at last :'( ILOVEYOU till I can. Thanks for everything. Please be yourself. Sincerely from your MRS.........."

Jangan di kenang benda lama :'(

I need to tell you that this sentences is true :)

From this,I be strong enough to face everything

To guide myself to be a good girl

To be an independent child

To be a great me !

And the most is, to stand by myself even nobody stands for me :)
 
 This song very meant for me
I've chemistry with this song
And this the way what's somebody that closed to us are supposed to be..
Especially FRIENDS.. 


COUNT ON ME-BRUNO MARS

If u ever find yourself  stuck in the middle of the sea

I'll sail the world to find u

If u ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see

I'll be the light to guide u

Find out what we're made of

When we'r called to help our friends in need

U can count on me like one two three

I'll be there

And I know when I needed 

I can count on u

like four three two

and u'll be there

cause that's what's friends are supposed to do

If u toss and u turn u just cant fall asleep

I'll sing a song beside u

And if u ever forget how much u really meant to me

Everyday I'll remind u

Find out what we're made of

When we're called to help our friends in need

U can count on me like one two three

And I'll be there

And I know when im needed

I can count on u

like four three two

U'll be there

Cause that's what's friends are supposed to do 

U'll always have my shoulder when u cry

I'll never let go never say goodbye

YOU CAN COUNT ME CAUSE I CAN COUNT ON U :)