Friday, January 7, 2011

GET IN YOU !

I do love you as I do before
And u mke me feel down yesterday
And you make me proud last week
And u make me cry last month
And u make me smile half of the year
And u still like u
Whtever it is
I keep ur word DADDY !
'slgi I ta mti,u still mine'

How much do u love me?
Is dat more than me?
No daddy !
Im the winner (:
U cant challenge me
hahahahahaha :D
Ok2.Let me tell u evrything
U'r my prince in my sleepless nite
U'r my TRANSFORMER dat can change anytime dat I wan
And u'r my enemy coz alwz make me hurt
And u'r my joker dat alwz make me laugh
And u'r my lover dat alwz in my heart

WOW! so sweeeeeeeeetttttt (:
I hve a choice fr u
U choose fr me

A. U wan me to be yr princess?
B. U wan me to be ur doll?
C. U wan me to be ur singer?
D. U wan me to be ur kisser?
E. U wan me to be all dat u wan?

Jst choose 1 hubby (:
Dun regret it later. hehe :D

I LOVE U TONGGEK !
YOU ARE MY CURE FOR JUST BOUT EVERYTHING :')



Thursday, January 6, 2011

I'll make it as me ):

u knw wht happened to me?
im feel like I was d one dat fall in a hills dat far frm town
and myb I hve to say dat I kill myself ):
OOO GOD !
I wanna smile like others
I wan tell evryone dat evry step dat I take bfr was my mistake
And d most is,I KNW U!
Im regret of myself
why should me?
And why it happened to me?
I feel like a fool dat fly far frm my home
And shooted by someone dat nver love me as I do
I get it
Myb ALLAH S.W.T jst wan to test me
either im strong o not
my bff said dat
"if u love someone,let them free.And u'll get more better than bfr"
yes.Im like rubbish dat people can kick me
Can touch me n leave it back
Can u make me smile?
I LOVE MY SMILE ):
Im really wan to do dat
Im pretend dat Im good
but inside me,swear to GOD
if I can turn back diz world,I nver wan to knw u
ask myself,r u brave?
to think dat all things is fr u?
NOPE! I hve not ready to answer dat
evry mownink,I get drown n my roomate will check me in bathroom
EVERY MOWNINK !
And then she had saw Im crying
And then EVERY MOWNINK she'll ask
"pnaz,go to pray.Pray to GOD.ask HIM to help u"
and then,I'll cry again wif d cold towel
Is dat good fr u?
NO ! u nver knw dat !
jst I wanna say dat im truly hate u now
If im texting u
dats mean,Im still remember u
But if we went back together,I think I cant be like bfr
cause in my heart,Im still bleeding 
jst a story bout smone dat truly fool
And dat is ME !
='(
 

Friday, December 24, 2010

CONFUSED !

a nite dat I think was my great nite
waaaaa ! mish diz time
a week bfr i go back to malacca
huh "___"
i wan to hang like diz again
ok.im an ordinary person
so,redha jela!
hahahahahaha :D
i cant get wht i wan
so,if my mom said
"adk,u must go back on 1st january !"
wht should i do?
mad?hahahaha :D
elakkn my mom will kisk my ass je !
so,i hve to answer like diz 
"ok mak.i'll" (n muke yg cm knon2 happy)
how plastic im :D


ok.let me start wif diz
UiTM in my heart 
1st of January 2011
NEW YEAR ok !
i hve to be in here "___"
waaaaaaaaaaaaa !
but,some of my frenz said dat 
"pnaz,reg on 2nd January la"
haaaaaaa??!!!
im confused!
my mom already cll pejabat kolej
n thy said
"yes.course HM111 hve to register fr their college on 1st January"
which 1 is true honey?
plesh.cmfirm it !
i wanna celebrate my new year in JB !
GOD,make it as magic
hehehehe
END. 

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

thx for yesterday (:

I think its a quite of time i did not get wht I wan
but yesterday I get it
I got my happiness !
I mish yesterday (:
wish all d mess things in my life get away
i wan my new life
like bfr,jst change a bit
a few days I hve to go bck to my campus
OOOHHH GOD !
its started bck
I hate it
but I hve to go thru
coz my future in thre
jst wish fr me to get better thn bfr
and fr d *&$%^# !
plesh,dun get mess wif me again
im not interested 
and I already got wht I wan
and I think u had get ur punishment
but not frm me
from ALLAH S.W.T
and get dat things clearly babe !
open ur eyes,n think wht u got
I jst pray fr u to change (:
im not interested to b 1 of ur enemy
CHILDISH !

Friday, December 17, 2010

coming back (:

OOOOHHH GOD ! how long i cant blogger.In a month,has all sort things happened in my life.I have a lot of things dat im goin to share,but i think i was not able to finish it today.hahahahahaha :D First of all,welcome back pnaz ! imyalot blogger.U knw wht,during dat HARI RAYA HAJI,d most craziest person dat i ever met I think is ME ! is there should i went to BATU LAYAR in dat day? OOOHHH GODDD ! my good fortune dat I tak kene smbar petir ! THX GOD ! but dat day also my besh day in my life. I dun ever ever swimming in my life coz i takOt n aer ! fuhhhhh! dat day was my frst time I went at d middle of the sea n swimming like i da pndai sgt swimming.How arrogant im.And dat wan also my frst time i hang wif my 'musuh'.ahhhh! whtever la.yg pnting dat had happened. not for d second time hubby !let me finish it wif d pics....


END.



a vow is full of sin

hye ;(
da lme ta update blog
so much story dat i wanna share in here
im lack of confident rite now
first of all,im happy when im in jb last 2 weeks
g brye n all my besties
when im came back here
im feel like suck
u knw wht?
he was change
he not like wht i wan
but he be like 'him'
OMG! plesh..
too much dugaan yg i dpt
i made 1 of my fren hurt
in case,i tade niat pon
syg,im soe fr hurting u;(

Saturday, November 6, 2010

im soe ;(

hard fr me to forgive sm1 dat truly hurting me
i knw it'll be take a time
i jst need my mom now by my side
yesh! she's d 1 dat understand me
im hope ALLAH will frgive me 
be strong SYAFINAZ !