HAPPY FATHERS DAY AYAH :'(

"Dear ayah,HAPPY FATHERS DAY ayah. I'm hope that you'll be happy up there. You're the best father that I ever had. I'm promise that I'll be what you want. Even you can't see me success but I know that you watching me up there. I'm promise that I'll be a good daughter for you and mum. Everyday I prayed for you to be placed with the good one. Hope that ALLAH S.W.T heard what I'm prayed for you ayah. I missed you so much. I'll never forget you till my last breathe. I want to meet you up there when I reach my time ye ayah? Thanks for be my father even for only 12years. I know before you went up there for GOD. A lot of sacrifice you'd did for mak,akak,abg and me (adik). I missed you ayah. Really miss you. Everyday before I went to class. I must kiss your picture in my locker. I want to help mum to live with happier family even without you. Sometimes I feel very jealous when watch everyone kiss their father. But I know I'm still have you in my heart. Doa anak yg solehah membantu ayah untuk ke syurgakan? I'll ayah. Ayah,abg da graduated taw. Thanks for take care of us before. Thanks again cause you had choose a good wife. She's my mum. My friend. My love and many more. Same goes to you kan ayah? Thanks for watching me everyday. I LOVE YOU AYAH. AL-FATIHAH :'( "

WISH YOU WIL BE HERE

"Dear you,I hope that this can be one of your best moment with me. The most thing I love that when you greet me every morning :) It seems it'll be over from now. Swear to GOD that I'll love you as I do before. 'ONCE I SAID I LOVE YOU,IT'LL BE FOREVER' .Thanks for everything. Even how hurt I'm. I'm still here to hear every good news from you. I wish that you'll be the last for me. May GOD bless you. I wish for your luck :) So many things you'd done for me. Everyday every night. You tried your best to be good for me. I'm sorry cause I'm still crying :'( It doesn't mean that you're not meant for me. But I put my soul for you to guide me ever after. Now I'm realize that I've to be an independent person that can control my emotion. You're good in many things. You're strong enough to stand by yourself. You're great ! I'm proud be for you :) I wish you'll never forget everything that I'd said. Take my words with you. Cause you'll need it at last :'( ILOVEYOU till I can. Thanks for everything. Please be yourself. Sincerely from your MRS.........."

Jangan di kenang benda lama :'(

I need to tell you that this sentences is true :)

From this,I be strong enough to face everything

To guide myself to be a good girl

To be an independent child

To be a great me !

And the most is, to stand by myself even nobody stands for me :)
 
 This song very meant for me
I've chemistry with this song
And this the way what's somebody that closed to us are supposed to be..
Especially FRIENDS.. 


COUNT ON ME-BRUNO MARS

If u ever find yourself  stuck in the middle of the sea

I'll sail the world to find u

If u ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see

I'll be the light to guide u

Find out what we're made of

When we'r called to help our friends in need

U can count on me like one two three

I'll be there

And I know when I needed 

I can count on u

like four three two

and u'll be there

cause that's what's friends are supposed to do

If u toss and u turn u just cant fall asleep

I'll sing a song beside u

And if u ever forget how much u really meant to me

Everyday I'll remind u

Find out what we're made of

When we're called to help our friends in need

U can count on me like one two three

And I'll be there

And I know when im needed

I can count on u

like four three two

U'll be there

Cause that's what's friends are supposed to do 

U'll always have my shoulder when u cry

I'll never let go never say goodbye

YOU CAN COUNT ME CAUSE I CAN COUNT ON U :)