u knw wht happened to me?
im feel like I was d one dat fall in a hills dat far frm town
and myb I hve to say dat I kill myself ):
OOO GOD !
I wanna smile like others
I wan tell evryone dat evry step dat I take bfr was my mistake
And d most is,I KNW U!
Im regret of myself
why should me?
And why it happened to me?
I feel like a fool dat fly far frm my home
And shooted by someone dat nver love me as I do
I get it
Myb ALLAH S.W.T jst wan to test me
either im strong o not
my bff said dat
"if u love someone,let them free.And u'll get more better than bfr"
yes.Im like rubbish dat people can kick me
Can touch me n leave it back
Can u make me smile?
I LOVE MY SMILE ):
Im really wan to do dat
Im pretend dat Im good
but inside me,swear to GOD
if I can turn back diz world,I nver wan to knw u
ask myself,r u brave?
to think dat all things is fr u?
NOPE! I hve not ready to answer dat
evry mownink,I get drown n my roomate will check me in bathroom
EVERY MOWNINK !
And then she had saw Im crying
And then EVERY MOWNINK she'll ask
"pnaz,go to pray.Pray to GOD.ask HIM to help u"
and then,I'll cry again wif d cold towel
Is dat good fr u?
NO ! u nver knw dat !
jst I wanna say dat im truly hate u now
If im texting u
dats mean,Im still remember u
But if we went back together,I think I cant be like bfr
cause in my heart,Im still bleeding
jst a story bout smone dat truly fool
And dat is ME !
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