TRY TO BE PERFECT

Sometime whatever that we'd,it'll be forever. Sometimes it's not.I miss the moment that u left it to me.When im sad,u always try to make me happy even only smile that u got from me.Even though u already try so hard to make me laugh.I know that the mistakes that I'd choose will make u feel irritated.But all i'd done is for u.Yeah.Only this thing can make u feel free from me.I know that u feel like im fuckin liar.No! I'm not just kind of that person.Please forgive me.Forgive whatever things that i'd make would feel u like damn. I'm sorry for those things my MR.PERFECT :'(

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY syg ^-^

 

Best wishes for u ddy :

* May GOD bless u

* Wish all in good

* Give light for ur life

* Get better life

* Wish we always be together 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYG *_*

HAPPY FATHERS DAY AYAH :'(

"Dear ayah,HAPPY FATHERS DAY ayah. I'm hope that you'll be happy up there. You're the best father that I ever had. I'm promise that I'll be what you want. Even you can't see me success but I know that you watching me up there. I'm promise that I'll be a good daughter for you and mum. Everyday I prayed for you to be placed with the good one. Hope that ALLAH S.W.T heard what I'm prayed for you ayah. I missed you so much. I'll never forget you till my last breathe. I want to meet you up there when I reach my time ye ayah? Thanks for be my father even for only 12years. I know before you went up there for GOD. A lot of sacrifice you'd did for mak,akak,abg and me (adik). I missed you ayah. Really miss you. Everyday before I went to class. I must kiss your picture in my locker. I want to help mum to live with happier family even without you. Sometimes I feel very jealous when watch everyone kiss their father. But I know I'm still have you in my heart. Doa anak yg solehah membantu ayah untuk ke syurgakan? I'll ayah. Ayah,abg da graduated taw. Thanks for take care of us before. Thanks again cause you had choose a good wife. She's my mum. My friend. My love and many more. Same goes to you kan ayah? Thanks for watching me everyday. I LOVE YOU AYAH. AL-FATIHAH :'( "

WISH YOU WIL BE HERE

"Dear you,I hope that this can be one of your best moment with me. The most thing I love that when you greet me every morning :) It seems it'll be over from now. Swear to GOD that I'll love you as I do before. 'ONCE I SAID I LOVE YOU,IT'LL BE FOREVER' .Thanks for everything. Even how hurt I'm. I'm still here to hear every good news from you. I wish that you'll be the last for me. May GOD bless you. I wish for your luck :) So many things you'd done for me. Everyday every night. You tried your best to be good for me. I'm sorry cause I'm still crying :'( It doesn't mean that you're not meant for me. But I put my soul for you to guide me ever after. Now I'm realize that I've to be an independent person that can control my emotion. You're good in many things. You're strong enough to stand by yourself. You're great ! I'm proud be for you :) I wish you'll never forget everything that I'd said. Take my words with you. Cause you'll need it at last :'( ILOVEYOU till I can. Thanks for everything. Please be yourself. Sincerely from your MRS.........."

Jangan di kenang benda lama :'(

I need to tell you that this sentences is true :)

From this,I be strong enough to face everything

To guide myself to be a good girl

To be an independent child

To be a great me !

And the most is, to stand by myself even nobody stands for me :)
 
 This song very meant for me
I've chemistry with this song
And this the way what's somebody that closed to us are supposed to be..
Especially FRIENDS.. 


COUNT ON ME-BRUNO MARS

If u ever find yourself  stuck in the middle of the sea

I'll sail the world to find u

If u ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see

I'll be the light to guide u

Find out what we're made of

When we'r called to help our friends in need

U can count on me like one two three

I'll be there

And I know when I needed 

I can count on u

like four three two

and u'll be there

cause that's what's friends are supposed to do

If u toss and u turn u just cant fall asleep

I'll sing a song beside u

And if u ever forget how much u really meant to me

Everyday I'll remind u

Find out what we're made of

When we're called to help our friends in need

U can count on me like one two three

And I'll be there

And I know when im needed

I can count on u

like four three two

U'll be there

Cause that's what's friends are supposed to do 

U'll always have my shoulder when u cry

I'll never let go never say goodbye

YOU CAN COUNT ME CAUSE I CAN COUNT ON U :)

Im SORRY :'(

DEAR GOD - AVENGED SEVENFOLD

 A lonely road crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

When i recall all the words you spoke to me

Cant help but wish that I was there , back where I'd love to be

Dear God,the only thing I ask of YOU

Is to hold her when I'm not around ,when I'm much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to u

But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed

Cause I'm lonely and tired  , I'm missing u again 

Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road

There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the stops are closed

Cant help but think of the times I've had with u

Pictures and some memories will have to help me through

Dear God,the only thing I ask of YOU

Is to hold her when I'm not around ,when I'm much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to u

But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed

Cause I'm lonely and tired  , I'm missing u again 

Once again

 Well , some search never finding a way

Before long they waste away

I found u , something to told me to stay

I gave in to selfish ways

And how I miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade

A lonely road crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God,the only thing I ask of YOU

Is to hold her when I'm not around ,when I'm much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to u

But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed

Cause I'm lonely and tired  , I'm missing u again 

Once again

I can expect more resistance than usual, but the other astral conditions support working with this resistance rather than fighting against it. Take one step at a time while keeping today's goals in sight, and I'll reach them before I know it. Dear my hantu di waktu malam , I'm sorry for those that hurt u. I'm sorry for make u heart bleeding. I'm sorry for everything. Everything that I'm always ignore u. I'm sorry.

Dear me , I may be getting a little frustrated when it comes to my life and it is how I handle these things in this period that will make all the differences. I need to be respected is an emotionally charged issue in my life at this time. Most practical when it comes to dealing with others in my life circle, and this skill will work well for me maybe. I know just what to do and cant act without haste and emotion. I've developed a knack for organizing things and people, as a sense of ambition and practicality takes hold. 

Apa erti KAWAN ?

Hye KAWAN KAWAN. Ta de idea untuk blog saya malam ini. Hanya hendak tahu beberapa pendapat dan berkongsi apa yang selalu di fikirkan :) 

Whats the meaning by KAWAN? Can u give me opinion? Ok. Seems like sume orang tahu apa maksud KAWAN kan? For me,it was just like seseorang yang sentiasa berdiri sama rata dengan kita in every condition that might be happened. And KAWAN adalah sesorang yang percaya kita dengan sepenuh hati mereka. Bak kata siaran television  petang tadi ' pilihlah kawan yang tidak mudah membelakangkan kita dan tidak mudah mempercayai orang lain ' OHHHH ! I very agree with that. SANGAT ! Sesetengah orang akan menganggap KAWAN adalah musuh. KAWAN kena menjadi hipokrit. KAWAN seharusnya follow the rules. KAWAN tidak boleh berkawan dengan orang lain selain kawan kawannya sahaja. And macam macam anggapan lagi yang di dengar. Apa maksud KAWAN yang sebenarnya ye? Some of the reliable sources said that FRIENDS are :

1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.

2. A person whom one knows or an acquaintance.

3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause or a comrade.

4. One who supports, sympathizes .

And some believes that FRIENDS are :

1. A person known well to another and regarded with liking, affection, and loyalty.

2. An acquaintance or associate.

3. An ally in a fight or cause or a supporter

4. A fellow member of a party, society, etc.

5. A patron or supporter .


OK? Paham da. Evryone has their own perceptions of their friends right? For your life more colourful , BUATLAH BAIK KEPADA SEMUA KAWAN KAWAN ANDA :)

A TRUE FRIENDSHIP

 

END.

SMILE ON MY FACE :)

  This may be a roller coaster period for me when it comes to LOVE, so I'm best to try and take things slow in this period when it comes to love. I may find that stop and go feelings today make headway with love a tough go, where it feels like two steps forward and sometimes more than one back.  

 Although the energy is in the air to over strain myself, if I wait for the most opportune moment I wont' need to push too hard to attain what I want. Wait, and the barrier will go away. What I want may not come as fast as I'd like, so right now I just need try to have a little patience. Yes, my life goals are favored in this time period, so I just need to be a little more patient and not take things so much like a bull by the horns. 

 

And last,all around me,smile like I'm because it can truly cure you from ur mistakes. I always can be a shoulder to lean on when u cry, a good listener and everything that u want me to be. Because I'd the experience than u thought. YEAH !   " Dear YOU,thanks because give my day a light to bright. Thanks because be my long lasting breathe. Thanks because turn up my energy. Thanks because be my guided. Thanks because be my star at night. Thanks because be my superhero in my own drama. Thanks because help me to get back my smile. And thanks because let myself tears in smile.  Dear YOU, I'm promise that I'll be a good presenter for u. Be a good girl. Be a nice teenage. Be a GARFIELD for u. Even we are only plans but ALLAH S.W.T who will determines. Even we are not meant to be together, my pray and love are always there for u. Anytime that u need, anytime that u want. I.ALLAH I'll be there to stand beside u. Even u are cry because of your future GF, I'll always there in your heart. Even how sad,hard,happy you are, I'll always be ur DOLL.   Dear YOU, dont ever lost the love I loved the most because it likes a miracle in my life.YOU CAN COUNT ON ME LIKE 123I'll BE THEREAND I KNOW WHEN I'M NEEDEDI CAN COUNT ON YOULIKE 432U BE THERE CAUSE THATS WHAT FRIENDS ARE SUPPOSED TO DO "    For my HANTU DI WAKTU MALAM ( I'm sure he'll read this.Yes,this is special for u)  Sincerely from SYAFINAZ LIEFDE :) 

I'v Grown Up To Be STRONG !

There may be something or someone in your life that you don't quite understand, FINAZ , but today you may grasp what the purpose is of this person or thing. Sometimes we put ourselves in situations in which we accept a challenge that helps us grow in some way. This may be the situation that come to understand today. It may mean that this life lesson has been learned, or that I learn to use what I can't eliminate. Don't try to get rid of anything that's not pleasing.

This is not a time to push yourself too hard FINAZ, or to push a relationship one way or another. Stay away from activities are conversation that require intense energy, and simply focus on the cooperation and harmony that is in front of you. You may feel like socializing and being friendly FINAZ, and this will extend those feelings of relaxation that you are experiencing.

"dear god,the only thing i ask of you. 
Is to hold her when im not around and i much too far away :) "


THANKS FOR DIZ sayang..

SPIRIT OF MYSELF !

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

friends that always in my heart

 

 

  

The only pies dat

know who i'm

LYA

for me,she's like an angel

now,she had change her style

no more sexy,no more free hair

she's got HIDAYAH first from ALLAH S.W.T

to cover up everything

me?still the same :'(

can I still wif her?

may GOD bless me..

MIMIE

fr me,she's like my doll

always made me laugh

always smile even in her head was full of problem

I like her style of life

strong n nver crying

Can i be like her? :'(

 IELA

fr me,she's like a princess

always stand and cry for me

even in middle of a nite

in a cold morning

evrywhere

she's can stand by herself

im very proud of her

me?still cant stand by myself

will her stand fr me forever?

even who im? :'(

SYAFINAZ

me?

for me,im still who im

cant forgive myself

just stand n cry

always make myself down

always stay in a bathroom n drown 

always sing until all my sadness fly

always be like who im

i mish myself

i mish my family

i mish my dad

i mish my mom

i mish my friends

i mish all my life

i mish all,everything

n almost my smile :'(

Please Hold me up !

Im as a sought of a source n a shoulder to lean on

Im also want something like dat from others

Give me huge smile n make it memory for me

Imy all things bout friends,family n totally u

Diz time is for change

I'v to pretend even its so hard

But yes ! I'v to

STRESSSS !

TIME TO CHANGE (:

A time dat has to change is depends on the way u treat urself

and it maybe hurting u

but u need to

to against the way u will be

and it'll happen to me

dat calling PNAZ !

This is a time at which you're going to need to step back and gain a wider perspective in order to find out what you need to do, PNAZ. Chances are that you're trying to handle several problems at once, and this one gets better, the other gets worse. You need to find out what they have in common, and how they work together. The only way you're going to find this common pattern is by seeing the big picture without losing the small details.

zaman kegemilangan (:

story bout my 3little pies (:

JULIA SHARIZA @ LYA

 

A person who might funny,n sometime goin on crazy.But she's so special fr us n myb fr all.Even we'r socialist,but she's so intelligent.And myb genius.She studied in Dip in accountancy at UiTM Shah Alam.Fr me,she's a good listener n bad teacher.haha :D She alwz teach me d wrong thing.(hanye kami je twu) And bile dye mkn,de cre trsndri ! But i alwz follow her advices.Even sometime it's doesnt make sense,but fr me its good ! btw,she's a good supporter n listener (: dats her, LYA !

AZILA @ IELA

 

 A girl dat totally 'gegar'.And she's quite noty (: Studied in Dip in multimedia at Kolej Komuniti Segamat.Fyi,all bf dat she got,fr me.A quite howt :D but she's a bit choosy.And she's the one who alwz keep calling me when im crying. And she's also the one who alwz said dat "sape wat kau nanes ni !ni yg wat aku na mgamok (ayt poyo) haha :D" And d besh thing in her is,she loves to dance and she's strong in facing all things dat happened to her.ILOVE DAT ! N she's a person dat understanding n will support evry part dat I take. And alwz get me up ! Btw,she's love to laugh loudly. Even in crowded places :D dats all bout her IELA !

SITI UMAIRAH @ MIMIE

 

 A doll dat u all can cll her 'timbul'.Funny,blur n sopan sgt! And studied in Dip in banking at Politechnic Ipoh,Perak. Small o erti kate len,PENDEK ! haha :D nver seen she's crying cause fr her,her life is full of happiness. And im proud of her in 1 thing. NO BOYS IN HER LIFE ! yesh mimie ! Even sometime she's blur (and slalu di buli oleh lya n iela) but bile dye da bwk kete. FUHHHHHHHH! mmg sgt lju. And she's ordinary but fr me she's unique. Her spirit is tough. And she nver fallin down !All in her,i keep as my support. She's d one who can make me laugh in crying.Not for her joke. But for her behave. Dat's her MIMIE !

ME !

 Someone dat love her 3 little pies frevr n ever ! Dats me PNAZ ! studied in Dip in Tourism Management at UiTM Alor Gajah.Wanna take a look some pic frm us. Lets see :

 

All of dat pic de yg mse zaman kegemilangan n NOW ! but now is more better cause we still who we're. FRIENDS FOREVER : mimielalyapnaz <33

GET IN YOU !

I do love you as I do before

And u mke me feel down yesterday

And you make me proud last week

And u make me cry last month

And u make me smile half of the year

And u still like u

Whtever it is

I keep ur word DADDY !

'slgi I ta mti,u still mine'

How much do u love me?

Is dat more than me?

No daddy !

Im the winner (:

U cant challenge me

hahahahahaha :D

Ok2.Let me tell u evrything

U'r my prince in my sleepless nite

U'r my TRANSFORMER dat can change anytime dat I wan

And u'r my enemy coz alwz make me hurt

And u'r my joker dat alwz make me laugh

And u'r my lover dat alwz in my heart

WOW! so sweeeeeeeeetttttt (:

I hve a choice fr u

U choose fr me

A. U wan me to be yr princess?

B. U wan me to be ur doll?

C. U wan me to be ur singer?

D. U wan me to be ur kisser?

E. U wan me to be all dat u wan?

Jst choose 1 hubby (:

Dun regret it later. hehe :D

I LOVE U TONGGEK !

YOU ARE MY CURE FOR JUST BOUT EVERYTHING :')

I'll make it as me ):

u knw wht happened to me?

im feel like I was d one dat fall in a hills dat far frm town

and myb I hve to say dat I kill myself ):

OOO GOD !

I wanna smile like others

I wan tell evryone dat evry step dat I take bfr was my mistake

And d most is,I KNW U!

Im regret of myself

why should me?

And why it happened to me?

I feel like a fool dat fly far frm my home

And shooted by someone dat nver love me as I do

I get it

Myb ALLAH S.W.T jst wan to test me

either im strong o not

my bff said dat

"if u love someone,let them free.And u'll get more better than bfr"

yes.Im like rubbish dat people can kick me

Can touch me n leave it back

Can u make me smile?

I LOVE MY SMILE ):

Im really wan to do dat

Im pretend dat Im good

but inside me,swear to GOD

if I can turn back diz world,I nver wan to knw u

ask myself,r u brave?

to think dat all things is fr u?

NOPE! I hve not ready to answer dat

evry mownink,I get drown n my roomate will check me in bathroom

EVERY MOWNINK !

And then she had saw Im crying

And then EVERY MOWNINK she'll ask

"pnaz,go to pray.Pray to GOD.ask HIM to help u"

and then,I'll cry again wif d cold towel

Is dat good fr u?

NO ! u nver knw dat !

jst I wanna say dat im truly hate u now

If im texting u

dats mean,Im still remember u

But if we went back together,I think I cant be like bfr

cause in my heart,Im still bleeding 

jst a story bout smone dat truly fool

And dat is ME !

='(