;'(

u knw wht?

my heart beat like im going to die

y?can u tell me how to b strong?

i just need somebody to love

n the most,i mish my dad ;(

i think diz time fr me to be more matured

papa,once u said 'i bosan n u'

u knw how i feel?

GOD! safe me frm all diz

i knw i can face it

look at im now?

if im goin back to jb yet

i think u'll look how worst i'm

i need support

but yet,i leave u in ur bad condition

how i can be like dat?

i hate dat BITCHES!

frm now on,i'v to leave all things dat i love bfr

i'v to take my time

to take a deep breath

to think all things dat happened to me is my fate

my mom said : 'ALLAH SWT AKAN HANYA MENGUJI UMATNYA YANG KUAT DAN UJIAN YANG DIBERIKAN SETIMPAL N KEKUATAN YG ADA DLM DIRI UMATNYA TU'

mom,thxalot!

u knw wht?

if u leave me,i dunno wht happen to me mom

'TELL THEM ALL I KNOW NOW

SHOUT IT FRM THE ROOF TOP

WRITE IT ON THE SKY LOVE

ALL WE HAD IS GONE NOW

TELL THEM I WAS HAPPY

N MY HEART IS BROKEN

ALL MY SCARS R OPEN

TELL THEM ALL I HOPE WILL BE

IMPOSSIBLE.....'

imy papa!

NEW ENVIRONMENT!

listen here,tomorrow is my fes day in diz sem..

yeah! i'v to survive..

i'v to face all new things tomorrow..

hope all done clearly..

OMG!

i hate new things..haha ;D

but i feel more better myb..

i'v to change evrtg..

GOD! cptknla 3hb..hak3 ;D

i love jb..

i wanna meet all my lover there..

tomorrow,is my challenge day..heee~

cm na g berperang plk..

guys,ily! support me! yeah!

i wanna sleep!

diz nite'll b my last nite to remember all things..

can pnaz?

of course u can dear!

papa,bce meaning surah duha..

'org yg melukakan hati ank yatim di dlm bln pose,mndpt dose yg bsar'

papa ta wat bby hurt..

so,u'r safe..haha ;D

papa,nite syg!

ilysm!

iela,lya n mimie,ilyalltoo!

daaaaaa~

IM TRYING!

papa,thxalot bnyk tman bby..
even pa pnt cmne pon,pa still tman bby..
pa alwz de ntk bby..
thx papa!

i need a lot of support frm others! ;((
mom,ilysm! u'r d besh mom i ever had!
u alwz be wif me..
gve support to me..
u'r my spirit mom! u'r my strength!
adk ta sba na blk 3hb ni..
im no longer can stand in here..
but i'v to!
i knw diz ur dream rite?
yeah! i'll do it better! INSYALLAH..;)

ily mom!
my besties : iela,mimie n lya..
thx fr being wif me..
u'r alwz be fr me whn i needed..
syg,plesh..bring me out frm here!

as n eka : thx cz still wan be 1 of my fren..
u'r too kind fr me to hurt u all again..
thx syg!



lastly,i jst wanna share dat im feel my strength is more better..
after i think,i can survive..
a vow is a full of sin..
evry step dat u take,u'll get back soon..
im not d 1 who in fault..
fr others,jgn dga sblh pihak..
dun think im judge person in a day..
but in many days..
im not write it in here if u'r not hurt me..
but its ok! i'v to try..
chilllllzZZZ ;P

GOT MY STRENGTH BACK!

ya ALLAH.. i got my strength back to face all dat happened in ma life..
yeah! GOD is fair..
kte de hukum karma kt dunia ni..
u knw wht? 1of my frenz had to get her punishment on all dat her done..
oo GOD..thxalot!
n now,im feel more better..
but still have a bit of prob wif my frenz..
but its ok.i hve to be strong..
my mom said,'adek kn kuat cm arwh ayh?'
thx mom coz alwz heard wht im said..


 today,i think is my a bit bad day..
my bf alwz push me..
yeah! i cnt stnd anymore..swear!
smpi blekn klu everyday msti na gdo???
ooo GOD..i love him but wht else i cn do if im no longer cn stnd?
i think i hve to take medicine n eat them all!!
hahahaha ;D puas ati! yes!
but i knw i can be more fierce n violence..
so ddy,pleshh..

huarghhhhh!

ok..skunk i still ta dpt edit blog ni.
tapela.bsok sambung..
p sblum i na tdo..
i na cte ckit..
npela ssh na cari kwn yg sejati..
mule2 cte n i mcm2..
last2,ble da bek n kwn i,dye twos blah cmtu je..
dye egt i smpah ka?
OMG!
i btol2 mish my sygsssss!
really2 need them..
ssh klu kwn2 i sume cpt lupe diri..
ssh! i tensen sgt..
nth pe nth yg diowg na,i pon ta twu..
sumph i sdey ;((

TODAY!

now,cte psl bf i..
thx papa wat surprise bady party ntk i dat day..
sweeet la sygggggg!
papa announce in front of all dat "ILY BBY!"
OMG! sumph touching sgt..
cm na nanes mse tu..
papa,thxalot syg!
na tgk dye ta ???

haaaaa! he's my papa! pic ni mse mlm bday i..
how sweet my papa..haha ;D
p kli ni i blk jb,dye ckit pon ta mra i..
i wat slh pe pon,dye ta mra lgsung..
dye tga jge ati i myb bout dat day..
hmm.pa,thx..





ok,cte psl mbe trsyg i, IELA,MIMIE n LYA..
how much i love them GOD!
iela cry mse i skit..
ni bwu btol kwn sejati i..
dye blikn i smthg..
cute sgttttttttttt!

cutekn? i mmg ske sgt garfieldddddddd!
heeee~
ok.stop cni..pnt da bebel da..
na tgk ta pic syg2 i...

ni la i,iela n mimie..lya tade mse ni..
sdeykn?
tape..t i tnjuk dye plk..
ok,i na stop! da puas da bebel..
(act,ta abes lg.haha ;D )
nite.daa..

ok.haha.bwu fes time wat blog.try je ok.hak2!