CONFUSED !

a nite dat I think was my great nite

waaaaa ! mish diz time

a week bfr i go back to malacca

huh "___"

i wan to hang like diz again

ok.im an ordinary person

so,redha jela!

hahahahahaha :D

i cant get wht i wan

so,if my mom said

"adk,u must go back on 1st january !"

wht should i do?

mad?hahahaha :D

elakkn my mom will kisk my ass je !

so,i hve to answer like diz 

"ok mak.i'll" (n muke yg cm knon2 happy)

how plastic im :D

ok.let me start wif diz

UiTM in my heart 

 

1st of January 2011

NEW YEAR ok !

i hve to be in here "___"

waaaaaaaaaaaaa !

but,some of my frenz said dat 

"pnaz,reg on 2nd January la"

haaaaaaa??!!!

im confused!

my mom already cll pejabat kolej

n thy said

"yes.course HM111 hve to register fr their college on 1st January"

which 1 is true honey?

plesh.cmfirm it !

i wanna celebrate my new year in JB !

GOD,make it as magic

hehehehe

END. 

thx for yesterday (:

I think its a quite of time i did not get wht I wan

but yesterday I get it

I got my happiness !

I mish yesterday (:

wish all d mess things in my life get away

i wan my new life

like bfr,jst change a bit

a few days I hve to go bck to my campus

OOOHHH GOD !

its started bck

I hate it

but I hve to go thru

coz my future in thre

jst wish fr me to get better thn bfr

and fr d *&$%^# !

plesh,dun get mess wif me again

im not interested 

and I already got wht I wan

and I think u had get ur punishment

but not frm me

from ALLAH S.W.T

and get dat things clearly babe !

open ur eyes,n think wht u got

I jst pray fr u to change (:

im not interested to b 1 of ur enemy

CHILDISH !

coming back (:

OOOOHHH GOD ! how long i cant blogger.In a month,has all sort things happened in my life.I have a lot of things dat im goin to share,but i think i was not able to finish it today.hahahahahaha :D First of all,welcome back pnaz ! imyalot blogger.U knw wht,during dat HARI RAYA HAJI,d most craziest person dat i ever met I think is ME ! is there should i went to BATU LAYAR in dat day? OOOHHH GODDD ! my good fortune dat I tak kene smbar petir ! THX GOD ! but dat day also my besh day in my life. I dun ever ever swimming in my life coz i takOt n aer ! fuhhhhh! dat day was my frst time I went at d middle of the sea n swimming like i da pndai sgt swimming.How arrogant im.And dat wan also my frst time i hang wif my 'musuh'.ahhhh! whtever la.yg pnting dat had happened. not for d second time hubby !let me finish it wif d pics....

 

END.

a vow is full of sin

hye ;(

da lme ta update blog

so much story dat i wanna share in here

im lack of confident rite now

first of all,im happy when im in jb last 2 weeks

g brye n all my besties

when im came back here

im feel like suck

u knw wht?

he was change

he not like wht i wan

but he be like 'him'

OMG! plesh..

too much dugaan yg i dpt

i made 1 of my fren hurt

in case,i tade niat pon

syg,im soe fr hurting u;(

im soe ;(

hard fr me to forgive sm1 dat truly hurting me

i knw it'll be take a time

i jst need my mom now by my side

yesh! she's d 1 dat understand me

im hope ALLAH will frgive me 

be strong SYAFINAZ !

lets party toniteeeee ;)

pitbull - hey baby

come n join us !!

iloveyou!

 wanie.osyin.dayah.kak zu.bel.kak taty.mazni

ilovethem !

they alwz be by my side

they'r caring,crazy n totally 'setan'

hahahahahahahaha ;D

iloveyou..

youloveme..

we'r happy family..

wif d big great hug n a kiss frm me to u..

wan u say u love me too ;)

   ilovemyroomate ! 

they'r my caring roomate

even im not one of their roomate

they still accept me as one of them

ami n ally,thx syggg !

they'r my soulmate!

 OMG ! dun take them frm me

i'll die if they get off frm me

ilyguys! soooooooo muccchhhhhh ! ;)

ilysm tonggekkkkkkk!

.......

diz not d way dat i wan

i dun wanna b like diz

im soryy fr hurting u papa !

im jst in front my house

im not d type dat u thought im

im feel like im d one who alwz hurting u

u knw wht?

let me n u handle diz

not my mom

i wan u feel like others

get evrtg u wan like others

im thinking of u anytime

r u enough of wht im given ?

many things i think bout u to make u feel comfortable wif urself

but y r u thought im like dat?

my mom jst xplain u yesterday

but u still like u'r

im also hurt papa !

im crying fr all time

get to shower till im drown

whre r u to be by my side?

i kwn im not the type dat u wan

but plesh,appreciate wht im trying to do fr u

i'll mishing u ddy;((

so muchhhhhhhhh!

papa : "ddy jnji ddy bg blk hak mmy"

im still rmmber diz ;(

"im thinking of u..

in my sleepless solitude tonite..

if is wrong to love u..

and my heart jst won let be it right..

coz im drown in u..

n i wan pull through..

without u by my side.."

"i need love..

yes,i do..

but diz is wht i need frm u..

and if dat u..

blow me a kiss..

 to let me knw..

if u feelin me..

u can do better..

than dat scrub u wif..

baby all dat u gotta do..

blow me a kiss.."

7/7/2009

myself !

take it easy pnaz ;)

i knw u can

25th oct : BEL n CTU

28th oct : HTT 127

31st oct : ACC

3rd nov : HTT 160

11th nov : MGT 

ohhhhhhh GOD! my final pper..

waaaa ;( stress!!

GOD,plesh...

make all diz things clearly

im begging u rite now ;(

ok,now,papa!

u knw how much iloveu??

pleshhhhh..

open ur mind

open ur heart

u'r d besh thing dat i ever had papa!

im soe fr all my mistaken

sometime,im just kidding

sometime i just wanna make u laugh

even i knw its sound stupid

but,im still trying mucux!

plessshhhhhh

treat me as before ;( ok??
iloveyou tonggek!

 

n now pnaz 

open ur mind now

ur final starting on this monday

hurry3 !! 

study ! study ! study !

chayokkkkkk!!!

story!

A : kau rse kte kwn smpi ble?

B : smpi mti !

A : npe kau ckp cmtu?

B : sbb aku syg kau !

A : kau rse mse kte bkwn bpe lme?

B : 5mnt lg !

A tdiam lalu btnye lg

A : pe kau ckp ni?5mnt?smpi mti?

lalu B tsnyum..

lps 5mnt,A mlintas jln n hmpir d lggar kereta,

tp d selamatkn oleh B..

mlgnye B pula tlh d lggar..
bnar kate owg tue2..

ble hyat hmpir tbe,kte dpt rseknnye..
lalu B brkate..

B : aku tepati jnji aku.kte bkwn smpi mti

akhernye,B mghmbuskn nafas terakhrnye d pgkuan A..

A hnye mmpu mnangis n menangis..

ok,now d moral of d story is

"appreciate all ur frenz dat u love

coz they are not frever wif us..

dun ever hurt them.."

iloveyouall!

END

no title!

im d one who'v to throw all out from my mind

clear evrtg n jst remind fr my final exam diz monday

ohhhh GOD!

plesh,make all diz things clearly..

now,im just sit in my room

n cry all out

to make me feel more better

i dunno how im feel

jst myb its a bit complicated

ooo...myb pressure smtime

but i dunno why i become like diz

hmmm..

take it easy pnaz

i knw u can face all d things in u

n anther 1,fayadhah..

im soe fr all my promises

im promise diz time

when i get back,i'll meet u

PROMISE!

yesh,im just mish my soulmate

iela,lya n mimie

oooo...GOD!

really2 mish them

ta sba na lpak n kowg

na cte2 n kowg..

papa,plesh..

mke my mind clear

i just wanna feel it comfortable fr me to live

not hard fr me to face..

mom,wish me luck fr my final exam

plesh mom

ur prayer,make me feel more easier to sit on my final

ilysm mom!

ilovemysmile ;)

O M G !!

im jst break off yesterday

since 7/7/2009 till 6/10/2009

i'v to sacrifice diz relationship 

even i love him

but,wht else i wan to wait?

fr make me hurt again?

noooo! enough fr d 2nd chance

i wan to build my new life

i think its more better

fr u ddy,read diz

"pa,im soe fr evrtg! u knw wht?

all ur promises is fake..

u talk like sugar word..haha

but at last,kantoi jgk...

its ok.i gve ur life back ok?

frget evrtg bout us..

i'll gve ur prvcy back..ok?

n thx fr evrtg..

i'll mish u "

iela,mimie n lya

i need ur support

nsb bek kowg blk nxt week

kte g **** k?

da jnjikn tu ari?

i'll wait fr u baby!

frenz,let them do whtever they wan

kte jgn cbok ok?

thx fr evrtg dear frenz

mom,thx fr heard wtever dat i told to u

u r d greatest mum dat i ever had..

i love u so much mak!!!

n me,plesh..

be strong..

fay kate : "pnaz yg aku knl,pnaz yg kuat!

dye ta pna mgalah n dri dye "

fay,thx toooo!

BYE GUYS!

here i come

i just wan to remind u

plesh,mind ur own business!!

huhhhhhh!

u r suck like a bitch

how come i will knw u ha?

im feel shit hve a fren like u!

euwwwwwwww~

such a doggie!

5 DAYS OF RAYA NOW!

5 days more im in here

oh GOD!

cm ta na blk sne je

but its ok

i'v to try

be strong pnaz!

i know u can..;)

btw,5days of raya today

im in jb..very tired

1st day raya,im in perak

visit my czen pnye abg

he'sick..doakan dye cpt sembuh

aminnnn...

diz first time i jejakkn kki in there..

2nd day raya,im in shah alam

raya wif all mak ngah's family

very happy day..hee~

3rd n 4th day raya,im in spore

my usual place

raya wif mak long's family

n kaum kerabat mak yg kdg2 da bly wat 1daerah baru..haha ; D

ooooo...sgt rmai..

n today,im in here,jb..

my mom da start kje

so,i waiting fr my 'papa' to come back here today

n get to shower quick pnaz

ur frenz wanna come jpg

so,be prepare....

n lastly,jmpotla dtg uma..

heeeeee~

SELAMAT HARI RAYA ;)

wee~

2 more days na raya

weee~

im tired

clean my house,tuka tu,tuka ni

aduh!

but im happy in here more than 'there'

living wif hmmmmm

haha ;D

ddy,drive slowly

wish u arrive in safe n happy syg!

i'll mish u

take a good care n be loyal

jgn na cri brg bek je

hak3!

fr all

im wishing u

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

yeah!

O M G  !!

i'm feel better

n i'm at my fevret place

my home!!!!

iela,lya n mimie

imyall!

mom,ily!!

ddy,mwah3!

ngeeeee~

;'(

u knw wht?

my heart beat like im going to die

y?can u tell me how to b strong?

i just need somebody to love

n the most,i mish my dad ;(

i think diz time fr me to be more matured

papa,once u said 'i bosan n u'

u knw how i feel?

GOD! safe me frm all diz

i knw i can face it

look at im now?

if im goin back to jb yet

i think u'll look how worst i'm

i need support

but yet,i leave u in ur bad condition

how i can be like dat?

i hate dat BITCHES!

frm now on,i'v to leave all things dat i love bfr

i'v to take my time

to take a deep breath

to think all things dat happened to me is my fate

my mom said : 'ALLAH SWT AKAN HANYA MENGUJI UMATNYA YANG KUAT DAN UJIAN YANG DIBERIKAN SETIMPAL N KEKUATAN YG ADA DLM DIRI UMATNYA TU'

mom,thxalot!

u knw wht?

if u leave me,i dunno wht happen to me mom

'TELL THEM ALL I KNOW NOW

SHOUT IT FRM THE ROOF TOP

WRITE IT ON THE SKY LOVE

ALL WE HAD IS GONE NOW

TELL THEM I WAS HAPPY

N MY HEART IS BROKEN

ALL MY SCARS R OPEN

TELL THEM ALL I HOPE WILL BE

IMPOSSIBLE.....'

imy papa!

NEW ENVIRONMENT!

listen here,tomorrow is my fes day in diz sem..

yeah! i'v to survive..

i'v to face all new things tomorrow..

hope all done clearly..

OMG!

i hate new things..haha ;D

but i feel more better myb..

i'v to change evrtg..

GOD! cptknla 3hb..hak3 ;D

i love jb..

i wanna meet all my lover there..

tomorrow,is my challenge day..heee~

cm na g berperang plk..

guys,ily! support me! yeah!

i wanna sleep!

diz nite'll b my last nite to remember all things..

can pnaz?

of course u can dear!

papa,bce meaning surah duha..

'org yg melukakan hati ank yatim di dlm bln pose,mndpt dose yg bsar'

papa ta wat bby hurt..

so,u'r safe..haha ;D

papa,nite syg!

ilysm!

iela,lya n mimie,ilyalltoo!

daaaaaa~

IM TRYING!

papa,thxalot bnyk tman bby..
even pa pnt cmne pon,pa still tman bby..
pa alwz de ntk bby..
thx papa!

i need a lot of support frm others! ;((
mom,ilysm! u'r d besh mom i ever had!
u alwz be wif me..
gve support to me..
u'r my spirit mom! u'r my strength!
adk ta sba na blk 3hb ni..
im no longer can stand in here..
but i'v to!
i knw diz ur dream rite?
yeah! i'll do it better! INSYALLAH..;)

ily mom!
my besties : iela,mimie n lya..
thx fr being wif me..
u'r alwz be fr me whn i needed..
syg,plesh..bring me out frm here!

as n eka : thx cz still wan be 1 of my fren..
u'r too kind fr me to hurt u all again..
thx syg!



lastly,i jst wanna share dat im feel my strength is more better..
after i think,i can survive..
a vow is a full of sin..
evry step dat u take,u'll get back soon..
im not d 1 who in fault..
fr others,jgn dga sblh pihak..
dun think im judge person in a day..
but in many days..
im not write it in here if u'r not hurt me..
but its ok! i'v to try..
chilllllzZZZ ;P

GOT MY STRENGTH BACK!

ya ALLAH.. i got my strength back to face all dat happened in ma life..
yeah! GOD is fair..
kte de hukum karma kt dunia ni..
u knw wht? 1of my frenz had to get her punishment on all dat her done..
oo GOD..thxalot!
n now,im feel more better..
but still have a bit of prob wif my frenz..
but its ok.i hve to be strong..
my mom said,'adek kn kuat cm arwh ayh?'
thx mom coz alwz heard wht im said..


 today,i think is my a bit bad day..
my bf alwz push me..
yeah! i cnt stnd anymore..swear!
smpi blekn klu everyday msti na gdo???
ooo GOD..i love him but wht else i cn do if im no longer cn stnd?
i think i hve to take medicine n eat them all!!
hahahaha ;D puas ati! yes!
but i knw i can be more fierce n violence..
so ddy,pleshh..

huarghhhhh!

ok..skunk i still ta dpt edit blog ni.
tapela.bsok sambung..
p sblum i na tdo..
i na cte ckit..
npela ssh na cari kwn yg sejati..
mule2 cte n i mcm2..
last2,ble da bek n kwn i,dye twos blah cmtu je..
dye egt i smpah ka?
OMG!
i btol2 mish my sygsssss!
really2 need them..
ssh klu kwn2 i sume cpt lupe diri..
ssh! i tensen sgt..
nth pe nth yg diowg na,i pon ta twu..
sumph i sdey ;((

TODAY!

now,cte psl bf i..
thx papa wat surprise bady party ntk i dat day..
sweeet la sygggggg!
papa announce in front of all dat "ILY BBY!"
OMG! sumph touching sgt..
cm na nanes mse tu..
papa,thxalot syg!
na tgk dye ta ???

haaaaa! he's my papa! pic ni mse mlm bday i..
how sweet my papa..haha ;D
p kli ni i blk jb,dye ckit pon ta mra i..
i wat slh pe pon,dye ta mra lgsung..
dye tga jge ati i myb bout dat day..
hmm.pa,thx..





ok,cte psl mbe trsyg i, IELA,MIMIE n LYA..
how much i love them GOD!
iela cry mse i skit..
ni bwu btol kwn sejati i..
dye blikn i smthg..
cute sgttttttttttt!

cutekn? i mmg ske sgt garfieldddddddd!
heeee~
ok.stop cni..pnt da bebel da..
na tgk ta pic syg2 i...

ni la i,iela n mimie..lya tade mse ni..
sdeykn?
tape..t i tnjuk dye plk..
ok,i na stop! da puas da bebel..
(act,ta abes lg.haha ;D )
nite.daa..

ok.haha.bwu fes time wat blog.try je ok.hak2!